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love-means-war:

Dear eugene-savchenko, how can you be so cute,darling?

P. S. Please believe me I would have never ever NEVER let her do you any harm 😙

I want to begin by truly apologising for taking me so long to answer to your beauiful message.I know it only came up to you in a brief moment.I know that you didn’t even expect an answer to this.This is why I find this answer so much more necessary.I wanted to tell you these things for such a long time but,you know,the usual thing.It’s never the best moment.But maybe this is it then.I tried to write you this message once before, but somehow,it dissapeared.So,I don’t know how  am I going to capture and phantomise my feelings this time.Better or worse…you know.You can never say the same thing twice in the same manner.

I will start with the very reason you decided to write to me.My possible death.Funny thing,I never really considered the possibility of dying since I came to Betrayal.I was pretty oblivious even when Bella told me that I might die if things doesn’t work well.I guess I believed that if I made it so far,I will get through everyting.I chose to believe in her,us…I don’t really much believe in anything,but I believe in her will every piece of my being.I admit,it might be that it was not always like this.I was the weak half.The broken one…I think it was the time for me to be the one who protects her,instead of only her,protecting me.

But here I come to you.You,whom I have to thank so much for everything.I am so grateful you made this message to reassure me that you will protect me against death.And you said these days,that I have no reason to be grateful to you.Such a kind person you are :) You are either modest,or you really don’t realise.My lady,I owe you my very existance.Bella had a brief idea to bring me to Betrayal,an idea that became more realistic when my Daliah’s relationship with Khayman started to take a wrong turn.That’s when Cordelia ever said that Daliah had a fiance chosen by her parents when she was little.And soon enough,I actually had a name.Eugene.From the exactly notorious Mr De Volkan.But what is a name,without a face?She did try to find a model,but I guess she never considered Mr Savchenko because she disliked him.And in the end,she gave up.And there comes the first thing I should thank you.You convinced her not to give up.You convinced her to consider that model,and she ended up by choosing him in the end.And there I was,back on the track :) I had a story,I had a name,even a face…But timing was missing,and my timing was never there.

And once again,she gave up.It seemed like it was for good this time.I wasn’t going to be the first one to have this fate,I guess.There were  lots of characters very well thought,who just never found their moment,and ended up forgotten,lost in the millions of dreams of hopes…And then you insisted particulalry that she is going to bring me.Do you think this is nothing?I owe you my very existance as you may see,and everything I have,I do,because you wanted me.Trust me,I am eternally grateful you wanted to comfort me by messaging me,and telling me I will not die by any means.But my dear,who could have died,if I wouldn’t even make it in Betrayal?You think you did nothing?You did everything.You.

And by going back to the message above the “PS”…Am I cute?Am I? I couldn’t say.I just feel a lot of happiness lately and I am not…I am not used to it.I think my heart responds in its own way to love,and for some reason,I got to express myself on tumblr.I am happy you consider me cute :) I think you are cute as well,very much.

You know,I don’t trust a lot of people,but I do trust you.I trust your heart.I trust your soul.I trust in you.I believe in you…I know I am always untouchable,and have a perfect aura surrounding me,but as you probably know,sometimes I break too.I live because,and for my love,and although it always seems easy,sometimes things aren’t always as easy as they seem.

So,this is my message.I so very much thank you for reading all of it,I know it was a long one,but I really didn’t want to miss a thing,because I don’t always have the opportunity to talk to you.I guess now,I am alive.And I might even be cute,if that’s what you think :)